One step at a time . . . .

The title to this entry sounds so philosophical for some reason. Anyway, I never really take one step at a time.. Well.. actually I do.. but I guess... I don't want to.. I tend to want to take several steps at a time.. like jump a few steps and get what I want.. But somehow it doesn't work. Since the time I was seven and a half years old I have had this feeling that something BIG is meant to happen for me. I'm here to do something... something great... grand... and stuff like that.

Anyway, so I skipped the planning steps, as usual, and took off for the city. "The city" like someone mentioned is in reference to manhattan only, and no other parts of New York city. So its me and Jas enjoying the bright day, racing around, feel fidgity with the bikers on the streets and stuff, and eventually after a fair bit of fun reach the city. We met two other IBM interns on the way and they happen to be chinese. Very authentic, from China. And they took us to China town, for some original, very real, authentic, like-in-china type of cantonese food, ordered in mandrin chinese language apparently. We then walked around China town and shopped for small trinklets and stuff like that.

Then we went to Soho.. shopped around for a bit.. and then Jason is like.. dude, call those ditcher friends of yours who ditched us for laser tag.. and Im like.. okaaayyy.. and we met up with my friends in the city from last year.. and had a good time.. bowling and stuff.. (I won.. Obbb-veee-yusss-leeee).

That was one nice day. I met super woman, saw this really crazy kid who was fighting with everyone and throwing water ballons on his parents and family for no good reason and stuff like that. But what happened was that we walked for hours and hours and did not make any desicion about what to do next.

Six people, and still no desicion. We talked and diverted each other all the time. And I did realize that I will need to do something to get a desicion soon.. ok.. I mean... Ill have to make a desicion soon... about my career and stufff.. was kinda worried about it... not that Ill have issues or anything.. but just that.. I wanna be definitive about what Im gonna do next.. It still feels like its close.. its coming up... its meant for me and only me.. and it isn't too far now.. The Big Thing I Mean..

Kadam kadam badhaaye jaa..